Well another day has past and another day that my emotions seemed to almost get the best of me. As some of you may be aware, we had tremendous rains today. I left work early so that I wouldn't risk getting stuck there. As I was just about to get through all the traffic, I ran through what I thought was some shallow water and my little car stalled. After I called my husband for a rescue, I sat in there in tears and all the hate I had built up over the past months just seemed to pour over me. All I could think was why me and what more could be layered upon my already loaded shoulders.
As usual it took my calm and reassurring husbands voice of my cell phone to reach me and pull me back from the edge that I'm sure so many of us parents sit on with our legs dangling over.
After I made it home and my sweetie called and said that the car would be fine, I managed to step back into my routine of life and have returned to the comfort of auto-pilot.
As I write in this journal, I hope that many other parents read this and thing the same as I do... I really am not alone in these irrational thoughts!
Again Thank you for taking the time to read and support my family in this time of emotional turmoil.
